My Tales

Well, here I am Writing about me, like an asshole of course... Where should I even f*ckin' begin? I am a piece of shit... I've cheated I've lied I've pretended to be someone I am not I've talked shit about other people I've not been true to myself I've done an insane amount of crap And I still do that And worst of all, I've tried to convince myself I am not the piece of shit that everyone knows I am but I can't... People like to talk about your mistakes They talk and talk until they convince you about it... And will always do so What do I do now? How can I redeem myself? (I am not sure about that word. I've heard it, but... I think it's the first time I use it... "redeem". I'm just guessing) Maybe I can't, right? Maybe my shit will follow me forever And maybe I won't be able to put it together... The only thing that keeps me sane is... My family, my cat, the two assholes I have as friends, that girl that once I lov